Nana Bregvadze

Since I was a child, I had a strong reaction to seeing my own blood, or hurting my body, or seeing certain scenes in movies. Something was triggered in my mind by those scenes but I wasn’t aware of what exactly; maybe the fear of death, the belief that I am this fragile body, guilt… After I started practicing A Course In Miracles, I tried to be as conscious in those moments as possible. I was curious about what was happening in my mind so rapidly that my awareness couldn’t keep up with it.   Then I started travelling and it activated my mind differently, so I completely forgot about this fear. One weekend Ken and I were going to do the gathering and we felt to show the movie to the group. Two days before, one movie came to my mind strongly so I thought that it was given for that gathering. Then the day before, Ken felt another movie called “Breathe”. I felt a bit confused because I was really feeling the first one. I sat and prayed to open my mind to what was really guided and give...

As I was on a plane to Brazil, I felt so much light about coming in this direction. Just by taking this step I have forgiven everything that was  unresolved with my family , everything of the past. I knew that Jesus was always with me and I knew that my life is completely His. Even these steps... I always knew intuitively that I would take them... These form steps... The script is written and somewhere in my mind I was aware of the script. Now it feels like I am observing the dream character and how the dream unfolds and on some level I do feel that this is the dream. The attraction and the pull towards the light is so strong and irresistable. I have invented the world I see, the world that seems outer and I have invented the inner world- world of feelings, thoughts, interpretations. It's like arranging newly bought house; I chose every thought and feeling and interpretation I feel and see whenever I go within, and the outer world is just the images built on that inner world. As I ...