The Mission of Light

As I was on a plane to Brazil, I felt so much light about coming in this direction. Just by taking this step I have forgiven everything that was unresolved with my family, everything of the past. I knew that Jesus was always with me and I knew that my life is completely His. Even these steps... I always knew intuitively that I would take them...These form steps... The script is written and somewhere in my mind I was aware of the script. Now it feels like I am observing the dream character and how the dream unfolds and on some level I do feel that this is the dream. The attraction and the pull towards the light is so strong and irresistable.

I have invented the world I see, the world that seems outer and I have invented the inner world- world of feelings, thoughts, interpretations. It's like arranging newly bought house; I chose every thought and feeling and interpretation I feel and see whenever I go within, and the outer world is just the images built on that inner world. As I have invented it, I can let it go. I CAN let it go...It is okay to let it go...

The mission that we have is the mission of Light. And we are here to fulfill this mission before we merge and surrender to this Light. There is no other meaning to life and to living. My life fully belongs to Jesus. He lives through me.

While I am here, I am here to accept how much cared for I am. Not only by Jesus but also by my brothers. Everytime I feel upset at my brother, I can say, "No, instead I want to feel that he cares for me." And it is as simple as that. While I seem to be here, I am here to accept how loved I am; I am here to change every attack and lack thought with the thought of love. I am here to feel loved by choosing to feel loved and cared for. We can let go of the world of feelings of rejection, abandonment, worthlessness, not feeling cared for and loved that we invented.

This morning's message from Jesus: You don't HAVE TO do anything in form. You can let go of the thoughts about the form. You just stay with me in mind, carry me with you in your thoughts. Carry the Light in your heart.

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